Saturday Blog 31

Saturday Blog 31

I was able to sleep eight hours but it was broken in four hour increments. I didn’t go to sleep till around 0400 this morning. I have no reason why I was up so late other than being hypo. I wrote to my psychiatrist telling her the difficulties I was having. As my closing statement, I told her I was going to Hogwarts. I thought that was really funny. I really didn’t. I went to Grimmauld Place, where Harry is at the moment in “Order of the Phoenix”. Luckily, reading caused my brain to slow down enough to get some sleep. I don’t usually mind staying up late but last night was bad. I was so hyper I didn’t think I was going to get to sleep at all. I think I wrote a blog. I did a lot of writing in my journal and with my psychiatrist so I am sure I blogged about my midnight adventures.

Other than eating, I haven’t done anything else. I just finished a cup of tea. I am out of cream so I can’t have coffee. I will be glad when I get paid next week and can place my shopping order. I have ordered pumpkin puree so I can make pumpkin cupcakes. It’s really muggy and I don’t know if that is what the week calls for. I know we are supposed to have rain the next few days but I don’t know if it’s going to be muggy. It’s supposed to be in the 70s, which isn’t bad if it’s dry and comfortable. It’s really hot in the house. I really don’t know how my mother can stand it. I wish she would get a wall unit AC but nope. I know the heat isn’t good for her diabetes and joints but what do I know according to her. Whatever, I will just freeze in my room.

Because my mother is in the living room, I am unable to watch my TV shows. I thought I could sneak one in but she is lying on the couch, taking a nap. Oh well. Maybe I will tomorrow morning when she is out of the house. I have no plans today other than reading Harry and possibly listening to the game tonight. If I don’t listen, I usually keep track through the internet and/or Twitter. I don’t know what the plan is for dinner. Probably a free for all. I have been eating crackers with peanut butter so I am full right now. My mother will probably make some kind of pasta.

I might take another nap. I am having a hard time concentrating and I am sleepy. I don’t think the cup of tea I had had enough caffeine in it to keep me awake. I’m not feeling depressed or anything. I just feel really tired. Being up half the night will do that to you. That is the downside of staying awake all night. I just hope I don’t catch my second wind later on tonight. That will suck to have another night of staying awake till 0400.