seeing this bozo for a while

I had weird dreams last night and this morning. The first one was about saving a moose from death and the second was about me going on a trip with my friend Dave from Australia. I am exhausted because it was really hot in my room and I was sweating. Come to find out, summer has returned to Boston, least for today anyways. I have the AC on so I can cool down. I hate being hot.

I woke up from my weird dreams and got up to take a shower. I had to take one anyways but being sweaty forced it upon me. Surprisingly, it didn’t stress my leg out but did, as usual these days, wore me out. I was starving when I woke up and wanted pop tarts. So after I rested a little while, I got dressed and went to Walgreens. My mother wanted some stuff also. Between the pop tarts and my mother’s items, I was able to redeem $10 of rewards! Whoohoo!! Everything I purchased just came to a little over 4 bucks! I was happy I saved ten bucks. Now I can get the pills that I need before my check comes in.

I am exhausted now. Because of the humidity, I was sweating, again, by the time I got home. I fucking hate humidity!! I don’t mind it being warm out but why does it have to be humid?? So now I am freezing my ass off in the AC. It’s nice!

My niece came home briefly. I saw her for about 4 minutes before she left the house again to go out to dinner with her boyfriend. I miss her so much. She is my first niece so she is like my baby even though she is eighteen, LOL.

I was going to watch the football game but my mother is making chicken cacciatore in the oven. It’s is hotter than hell in the kitchen! So no football watching, just updates on the internet.

One of these days I will get the courage and stamina to clean my room. At least part of it anyways. Don’t think that day will be coming any time soon.

I am not looking forward to my PCP’s appointment tomorrow. 1) it’s in the morning and I am not a morning person. 2) there is a lot of stuff to talk about regarding my pain meds that I am not sure I will have time to cover it all or that I will remember it. I basically need him to change my script so that I am taking more than 3 pills a day. I am taking up to six a day because the pain has become so bad and since they lowered the Tylenol level, I just am not getting adequate pain relief. My blood pressure issues can be dealt with later. I don’t care about it. Right now, all I care about is getting my pain under control. It’s making me unsettled and frustrated that I am out of pills by the end of the month. I wish my pain was at the level it was before where I was taking 3 a day but lately, that is not the case.

I also am weary of seeing my therapist tomorrow. I just found out that my sister is now moving to a new position at her job, which means I can’t have the car whenever I want it. Now, this means that unless I get a zipcar, I will never see my therapist again in person. This sucks. So, I am going to keep having phone sessions with this bozo for a while.