Daily Post: Luxury Item

Luxury Item

Today’s Daily Post is to write about a luxury item that you wish you could afford and to paint a picture of that item. I’ve never been one to like fancy items. I just don’t get the appeal. The most that I would like to have, and not on a regular basis, would be a filet mignon. I had one once, many years ago, and it was the best piece of steak I ever had. When my book came out, I promised I would get myself one, and I still haven’t. One reason is because I can’t walk there anymore. I think walking is more important than a piece of steak. I would love to be able to walk like I used to without pain.

I woke up this morning in pain and I just said fuck it, I took pain pills and now I am feeling sleepy from them. I wrote on my Twitter feed that you shouldn’t take walking for granted. I also wanted to put that it can be taken away in an instant but I didn’t have enough character to put all that in. I thought I would write another tweet about this but I figure, no one reads my tweets anyway so why bother.

Meds are really kicking in. I guess I didn’t paint a picture like I was hoping to. Maybe I will in a later blog.

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G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality

3 thoughts on “Daily Post: Luxury Item”

  1. I really thought I was alone dealing with ces( 12 yrs ) but I’ve found you and others, I guess we can all suffer together. Just sitting in bed not sleeping (leg pain) looking stuff online and until a couple of hrs ago i thought i was the only one who knew what ces is. Well i’m glad i couldn’t sleep tonight!

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