I woke up in pain again today, worse than it was the past week. I was able to shower and go to Walgreens. On the way home, I must have stepped wrong and now I can barely walk without severe pain. The weather has shifted considerably so I think that is why I am in so much pain. Last night the pain or should I say the throbbing got really bad that I couldn’t have anything on my foot. No sheets or blanket. I had to leave it hanging by the side of the bed. It’s hard trying to live like this. I am trying not to let it get me down but suicide is always my go to when I get like this. I feel so hopeless because I can’t do anything and the little that I do do, I suffer with more pain.
I got pissed off at Walgreens. I got an email saying my prescription was ready. I thought it would be my Zofran. Nope. It’s my other pill that I wasn’t expecting. I asked what the problem was because according to the website AND the app, it says it is ready for pickup. She gave me some bullshit saying the computer was down and the insurance wouldn’t allow it to go through, blah blah blah. So I have to wait till it gets sorted. I have just one pill left so I hope the nausea doesn’t return.
I had to turn off my wifi so I can write without being distracted by FB and Twitter. My groceries came today so I am planning on having steak for dinner. There is no way I can walk to get my roast beef sandwich. Plus, I lost $20 yesterday. It must have fallen out of my pocket when I got my headphones out. I am so pissed. Now I have just enough cash on me to get my T-pass for the month. I am thinking of reorganizing the way I have my wallet and money now. I keep them separate just in case I am ever robbed.
Now that I am short, I don’t think I can get my haircut this month. I wanted to get some wine but that is out of the works. I can’t walk to the liquor store anyways. Maybe I will ask my Brother in Law to get it for me. He always goes to the liquor store. I really wanted to go so I could get some Margarita mix. For some reason I have been craving this drink for some time now. But I want it made with Patron instead of Cuevo. I have the Patron, I just need the mix.
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