Really Dog Tired
I woke up at a decent hour today and I am still feeling like I can sleep for days. I did a few things today that needed to be done and it exhausted me. I have no idea why I am so tired, unless all the sleep deprivation over the last few weeks have finally caught up with me. I went to Walgreens and that really wore me out. My mother asked what I wanted for supper and I said nothing. I just am not hungry. I had a semi big breakfast and I am still full from that. Seems whenever I have potatoes for breakfast, it lasts longer than eating a muffin sandwich alone. Think I will have a peanut butter and muffin sandwich for dinner.
I have been texting my therapist all day. I am very upset that someone opened a checking and savings account in my name. I had to report it to the fraudulent department to close the accounts. Then I had to report it to the credit agencies just in case they open another account in my name. I am very careful about keeping my personal information private so I don’t know what happened. It was a good thing the idiot that did this didn’t know my mother’s maiden name. That saved me because all the other information was correct. Fucking scary.
I will be seeing my therapist this week. I hope so anyways. I am going to reserve a car first thing in the morning for Wednesday. I have found that if you reserve in advance, the chances of having a car are better than reserving say an hour before you want it.
I haven’t had coffee today, though I did plan on making it. I can’t make it now because it’s late in the afternoon. Tomorrow I am going to get another bag of the Brazil Sertaozinho. I love that coffee so much and as long as they have it, I will buy it. My mother thinks I am crazy for buying it, but after a few cups, the bag pays for itself.
I watched the performance of Luke Bryan and Karen Fairchild on the American Music Awards. It was the only thing I wanted to watch. I then deleted the program. It was a good performance and I like the song. I hope they release it on the radio. I took an Eric Church break today and just played Luke Bryan, mostly just his song “Just Over”.
I have to take a shower sometime tonight. I just don’t think I will have the energy to. I will have to force myself to. I hate that because it’s just so draining. Maybe I will feel better if I do take one. I have been feeling like I am catching a cold or something. I hope I am not because it will suck. I took some extra vitamin D last night, just in case I am. Shit I was just thinking, I have to go over my father’s and do his pills a day earlier because Thursday is Thanksgiving. Fuck. That means that I can’t see my therapist. It will have to be next week when I see her. Dammit. I’m going back to bed.