I had a little foreboding about today and it just hit me that its my 6th yr anniversary of my second diagnosis. In some ways I’ve come a long way. In others, not so much. Life six yrs ago was almost a piece of cake compared to today. I was working two jobs and now I’m not working at all. I’m walking ok but i have problems with my bowels and bladder surgery didn’t fix. I lost permanently i think, my ankle reflexes and gained CRPS in my Ankle/foot. I take less pain meds, probably less than i should be taking. I have learned how to get on with my life about living with this dreaded condition. I know there are times when I become so suicidal because of my B&B issues but they happen less often because I now know how to handle them better. It still hurts to have an accident and it’s not easy coping at times when you have depression.
So Happy Anniversary to me…
