Sunday Blog 13

Sunday Blog 13

I have been feeling sick most of the day. The morning started off fine until I started coughing and wheezing. I have no idea where all the congestion came from. My back didn’t appreciate it. I went back to bed after I had breakfast and slept for a little bit. My sister called me wanting some of my sauce that I made yesterday. I feel bad for my therapist because there isn’t any left. I was going to give her the last of it but there’s hardly enough to give. Next time I am going to have to make a larger pot. My sister and niece loved the sauce.

When I woke up from my little nap, I felt nauseous. I was going to order Chinese food but I am holding off on it until the nausea goes away. I haven’t decided where I am I going to order from. I have a couple of options because I only want chicken fingers, fried rice and scallion pancakes. I plan on ordering large so that my mother can have some as well.

Last I checked, the Sox were losing to the Jays again. It was nothing nothing until the 5th inning. Then the Jays scored two runs. This will be the second game they will have lost if the Sox don’t start swinging the bats.

If it’s going to rain, I wish it would already. I am not sure how much more back pain I can take. Course the temp dropped 40 degrees overnight so that isn’t helping me. Taking the NSAID is helping but I got to make sure I have food in my stomach or there will be trouble. Last thing I need is a GI bleed.

My cousin got back to me about seeing my aunt. We have a tentative date tomorrow for dinner. It will be good to see her. I know neither she nor my cousin are going to approve of my current haircut. I will be wearing a hat, in any case. Hard to believe a month ago today was the funeral. That’s the last time I saw my cousin.

I haven’t done anything today because I have been too tired to do anything. Having a back ache hasn’t helped either. I feel bloated though I haven’t eaten a whole lot today. I guess it’s because my stomach isn’t feeling too good. I also been constipated the past few days despite taking senna. I haven’t had coffee so I think that hasn’t helped loosen my bowels either. It sucks. I think I am going to take a fiber pill tonight to see if that helps move things along.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality
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One Response to Sunday Blog 13

  1. manyofus1980 says:

    feel better soon, hope the lunch date tomorrow is a success. xoxo

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