Oatmeal Pancakes Rock

Oatmeal Pancakes Rock

I made my oatmeal pancakes today. I didn’t allow the mixture to sit long enough so they were pretty flat instead of fluffy. They were awesome anyways. Now I am having my coffee, Pike’s from Starbucks. It’s bold and strong. Just what I need to start the day. I didn’t want to go out today but my cousin sent me my birthday present and I think I am going to get another bag of Brazil coffee while they still have it on the shelf. I love this coffee so much and I don’t want to see it go bye bye like my other favorite coffees have. I was reading some old blogs and it was talking about coffee that is no longer available like my Isla Flores and Blue Java. Those were awesome coffees. Starbucks came out with West Java but I didn’t like it too much.

Other than going to Starbucks today, I really have no idea what I am going to do. I have to empty my trash can as it is over flowing. I should be resting as making my breakfast wore me out. I think after I have my coffee, I am going to nap, or try to. The coffee is strong but for some reason, it can make me sleepy. Plus my back is aching so I really want to keep my activities today to a minimum. I did a lot of walking yesterday and I am hurting today. Last night, my ankle decided to hurt me more than my back. I was expecting it as I did too much.

I am going to have it out with my mother today. She canceled my Bones program last night and I am beyond pissed. It was the mid-season finale. I can’t believe she did this, again. I so feel like canceling her channels because why the hell should I pay for cable if I don’t have my shows recorded? I would have yelled at her last night but my sister already yelled at her for something she did. I didn’t want it to seem like we were ganging up on her or something. Maybe I will leave a note rather than confront her. I missed the season Premier because she cancelled it and now the mid-season finale. I hate this!!

I finally made plans with my sister for what I want to do for a night out with my sisters for my birthday. They wanted to take me out for dinner and I finally decided Chinese food. I was going to go to an American place but I really want good Lo Mein. I have been craving it for at least a year and a half now since the one good Chinese restaurant in my area closed. The place I usually order from has sucky lo mein and the only good thing they have is their General Gao.

Yesterday, Facebook had a memory thing and showed my stats from the first two weeks of my blog. I reached 2500 views. I then showed the stats I took from a few days ago when it was 53,600 (it’s now over 54,100 so thank you for reading!!) I was happy to find an app widget that had a layout feature so you could see the pics side by side. I always wanted to do that but didn’t know how.

Speaking of Stats, if all goes according to plan, I should reach 55,000 by the end of the month. I hope I live to see it.

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G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality

3 thoughts on “Oatmeal Pancakes Rock”

  1. I don’t know when your birthday is! But I do hope you live to see it and so much more. In fact, I am going to be away for the holiday with limited access and it would be really nice to come back and see you again in the New Year! I would miss you too, too much! If you are not here then we can’t bitch to each other 🙂 Is your email fixed yet? Your messages make me smile no matter what kind of day I am having!!

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