fears still there

Well the fear of seeing the surgeon is over. Now the fear of the MRI is back on. Tomorrow the secretary will call me with an appointment. I am going to try and hydrate myself between now and then so that my veins are “lovely”. I’ve had the runs today so I think drinking fluids will be a good thing. I was taking fiber but I don’t know what happened. Too much I guess.

I am really tired and sore from all the walking and standing I did today. I had therapy but my therapist was more nervous about things than I was. I hate when she gets like that.

I’ll write more later.

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G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality

One thought on “fears still there”

  1. I am sorry you were fearful. I love that my therapist is so good at hiding if she is nervous about something, because if I knew she was nervous I’d panick too. Hope the MRI goes well. XX

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