grumpy sour mood

Grumpy Sour Mood

I have been in a mood since I woke up this morning. I just feel hopeless that this pain that I have is ever going to go away. I have been dealing with it for a week now and it’s only bringing me down and down. Today when I woke up again in pain, I just said fuck it, and took some pain meds to go back to sleep. I had my mother make me breakfast. I wanted an omelet and I don’t know how to make one. I had it with toast as my appetite has been increased due to the extra Gabapentin that I have been taking. I thought about making coffee but knew I would be going to sleep soon so didn’t. I woke up in the afternoon. Pain was minimal so decided to go to Walgreens to pick up my prescription. I ended up getting some snacks and a yogurt. I haven’t had yogurt in a long time. It’s on my grocery list for next week I am glad that they had it in stock. Lately, whenever I want something specific, they don’t have it.

I didn’t go out today. I planned on showering but that still hasn’t happened yet. It probably will sometime tonight. I hope it helps this mood that I am in. I hate being grumpy. But being in pain takes a lot out of you, mentally and physically. It’s hard to keep up a good mood when you are feeling so lousy, not to say that I am in always in a good mood. I am not ever in a good mood for long. Probably as long as a good cup of coffee lasts. Then it’s back to the dumps.

I just checked my stats and looks like someone posted one of my blogs on Pinterest. I don’t even know what that website is about. And I can’t find out what blog it is because you have to sign in and I don’t have an account nor do I want one. It really bothers me when someone posts my work on another site and doesn’t bother to tell me. I don’t mind people reblogging my stuff, but when they post it outside of wordpress without my knowledge, I have a problem with that. I know it shouldn’t bother me because I have taken stuff and posted websites to Facebook or something. I can’t count the number of times I have used the Spoon Theory’s website to try and explain to people what it’s like living with a chronic illness. My blog is the same. They just take my website and post it. I just wish I knew what blog got posted so I know. It is just frustrating.

I tried my first check deposit by phone. I am waiting for it to go through. I hope it does or I will have to make a trip to the bank tomorrow, which will be no big deal, just extra walking. I have been weary of my steps since my flare up. Even now, I am hurting just walking to Walgreens and that is just a few blocks from my house.