Diamonds are Missing

Diamonds are missing

My mother made a disgusting shrimp dish. She left the shells of the shrimp on so you had to peel it off to eat the darn things. It was way too salty for my taste so I only had a few pieces. Then I started to feel like I was having an allergic reaction so I took some benedryl, 50 mg.

I was tired anyways and soon as I reached my bed, I started to doze off. I had this dream that I was on base at Stargate. I was sleepy in my dream and my fellow officers, including the staff doctor, was concerned about how much I took. I said I think It was two 25 mg pills but they might have been 50 mg pills. I don’t remember as I was so groggy. To be sure how much I had taken, MPs were sent to my house where they found it in disarray. Trash was every where and things were moved. They concluded I had a break in and I had to go to my home. Sure enough, my messy home was too messy for me. I didn’t think anything was taken as I had nothing of real value until I sort of woke up and saw my fake mantle moved and realized my diamonds were missing. It really stunk because I was laying down on my couch with my furry friends laying on top of me as I slept and I didn’t want to disturb them. But I got up and filed a police report for the missing diamonds. The officer was a jerk and set me out to be the bad guy, like I had stolen the diamonds just to bother him. I told him all my paperwork and stuff was in the safe. It had been broken in to, too. The photos of the diamonds were taken as well as the appraisal. I was screwed. The officer was grilling me as if I was some diamond thief and then I woke up.

What’s weird about this dream is that I don’t care much about stones or jewelry. I had no idea what I would be doing will a million dollars worth of diamonds or whatever they amounted to. It never was apparent in the dream. It was great to dream about Janet (staff doctor) and Sam (fellow officer) again. I miss Stargate a whole bunch. It was a good show until they killed off the Goa’ulds and then created a new enemy, the Ori. I didn’t watch it much then because Richard Dean Anderson wasn’t playing a role. He had stepped back to be with his family. He made the show funny. When he was replaced, the show just sucked and it went downhill from then on. Then they took away General Hammond and the show really stunk. I started buying the seasons but stopped when Janet got killed in action. It was a terrible way for her to die as she had been with the show since the first season and I don’t think they did her justice by killing her the way they did.

The benedryl helped my cold a little bit. I still haven’t had too many fluids today. I never had my cups of tea that I wanted. I was just really sleepy and it’s hard to drink stuff when you are sleeping. I did manage about two and half bottles of water so that is something. I will have to try harder tomorrow. Maybe this cold will go away too. I just took my night time meds. I hope I am not up half the night because I had this nap. I am no longer feeling sleepy but my thigh is bothering me and so is my ankle. I haven’t taken any pain pills in about 24 hours. The last time I took them was around 5 this morning and that was some time ago.

I knew I should have ordered pizza for dinner. We are having a party for my mother tomorrow so I hope there is pizza there. If not, I will get it for dinner. I have been craving the pizza for so long. I hope it will be good. Nothing is worse than craving something and then it being terrible. I still haven’t showered yet. I feel so gross. But I can’t seem to muster the energy to shower. I really don’t have the energy. I know I will probably feel better if I do, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. It’s so tough when you have this depression that saps your energy. I will have to shower if I plan on going to this party. I really don’t feel like attending but it’s my mother and I have to show some respect. I am just glad my father won’t be there. I won’t have to deal with his antics.