Sunday Blog 15
It’s been a very lazy Sunday. I watched some of the baseball and soccer games that were on. My Sox won 4-0. I had wanted France to win the Euro but it wasn’t meant to be. Portugal got a lucky goal in OT and won the game.
I have been sleepy most of the day, despite sleeping in late. I was in pain for most of the night. I had written a blog but never posted it. Just as well that I deleted it. I lost my rhythm. I don’t know why I am so sleepy today. I really want to go back to bed.
Last night, after taking my meds, I filled up the box again so I didn’t have to do it today. It was a good thing to do because I am too lazy to do it now. I hope I get back to sleep after writing this blog. I honestly don’t think I will be able to keep my eyes open.
My sister invited me to the movies tonight. If I wasn’t so tired, I would have gone. There really isn’t a movie I want to see anyways. It’s overpriced and you just spend too much for popcorn and drinks. I rather wait till the movie comes out on DVD and watch it in your own place with your own popcorn.
It’s been cloudy and muggy today, despite it being low temperatures. I had the AC running in the morning because I can’t stand humidity but it’s less so now. I still have my ceiling fan running because it’s still stuffy in my room. I have been sneezing off and on for most of the day. I feel pretty run down, emotionally. I don’t want to do anything. I was able to take a shower finally today. The pain in my ankle was less than it has been. I am glad I took a shower because I was getting stinky.
I participated a little bit in BPD chat. The topic was distorted thinking. I don’t know how much of that I have on top of the delusional thinking I sometimes get when I am psychotic. Unfortunately, I didn’t have a chance to really discuss the issues because it was dinner time. Then I finished watching the soccer game so never really went back to chat.