Monday morning blog

Monday morning blog

I woke up a little while ago because my bladder woke me up. My ankle is hurting me and I am running low on my regular pain meds so I took a strong pain pill. I hope the pain settles down because I have therapy today. I want to go back to sleep but I know if I do, I won’t want to do anything for the rest of the day. I’m waiting for the “queen” to get up so I can make pancakes.

As I was going up the stairs, I felt something pinch my big toe on my bad foot. When I got to the top of the stairs, I found it was a piece of wood. I took it out but don’t know if there is still a piece in there. My toe is throbbing like it’s still being stabbed, but I know that is the nerve pain.

My mother didn’t go out like I was hoping she would. She is washing clothes. I made the pancakes anyway. I didn’t really like them. I put chocolate chips in it and it was too sweet. I usually don’t but wanted to try something different.

I’ll be heading out to Starbucks soon to have my espresso. I am going to try and work on my blog project. It’s raining, which is probably why my pain is through the roof and I have the beginning of a migraine. I took my migraine meds so it will go away. I don’t have time to deal with my head hurting today.

I don’t feel like showering. I did brush my teeth. I really just want to go back to bed and sleep but I have therapy and if I do, I am going to be in a mood. Maybe I can nap on the bus.

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G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality

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