Just another painful day

Just another painful day

The temps jumped twenty degrees so my back didn’t like it at all. I have been in pain since I woke up. I didn’t take anything because I thought just resting it would help. I checked on my niece and then the package from Sprint came. She was having a bowl of cereal. I brought the package to my room and then slept. I didn’t mean to sleep the afternoon away but seeing as I have been up in pain most of the night, I was tired.

My mother woke me up around 1530. I checked to see when the next bus was coming. She was making fish for dinner and I didn’t want that. I wanted a burrito. I should have stayed home but I wanted to take my niece out. I texted her to see if she still wanted to go out and she did. I got dressed and then went downstairs to hurry her up. She was taking forever. Finally, she was ready and we walked to the bus stop. My back was killing me by the time we got there. I gingerly sat down on the bench. It was humid out. We waited for the bus and I thought the age for the bus was 12 and under but it was 11 so I had to pay for my niece.

We both had burritos and it was good. I didn’t have anymore cash on me for the bus so I had to go to CVS to get cash back. We just missed the bus so had to wait for the next one. My niece was like can’t we go to the other stop and I was like no way. My back is not going to make it. It was really hurting by the time we finished dinner.

I had to stop at Walgreens to pick up my prescription and my niece wanted a snack. I gave her the rest of my cash to get it but I also got a chocolate bar. She is too funny. I dropped her home as her mother was there and then went upstairs to my room. I immediately put the AC on. That sucker is not being turned off unless the temps drop again.

I still haven’t opened the package with my phones. I was checking out the screen protector that I bought and it looks like it’s going to be a project. Any protector that needs directions with a glue stick is a project. I’m not looking forward to it but oh well. Sprint has yet to send me the return kit or charge me $400 for the return of the phone. Now that I think of it, I should have just kept the phone and then upgraded my line. Comes out the same. But I am going to take my night meds and deal with it tomorrow. I don’t have the brain power to do it today.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality
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