Pain continues

I have been sleeping on and off all day. Pain has continued. My ankle hurts so bad. I just want to scream. 

Had a series of bad dreams, each one worse than the other. I don’t want to be anymore. I honestly can’t see myself in this much pain much longer.

I have therapy tomorrow. I really don’t want to go. But it is too late now to cancel. I didn’t get any baking done. I did fill my pill boxes up for the week. Now I can try and sleep until I have to take them.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality
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One Response to Pain continues

  1. manyofus1980 says:

    hugs. I hope it will pass soon. and I hope therapy goes well tomorrow too. sending all our love. xx

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