Ramblings 24

Took out my back today while doing little things around the house. I am in bed now. My groceries came this morning and I have been up since 7. I hate waking up early but it was an early delivery. I guess I did too much going up and down the stairs as well. I hate my ankle being weak. But on good news I stuck to my diet, pretty much, so that is a good day.

I wish mood-wise it was a good day. I have been up and down all day, sometimes on the verge of crying and still wondering why I should still be around.

I passed on information to my favorite DJ at the country music station I listened to and my name got announced on the radio. I was wicked excited! Gloriana is going to be singing the National Anthem at Gillette Stadium Sunday for the AFC Championship game. So excited to see them in New England!! My favorite DJ and I have been tweeting on and off since I signed up so it was quite a tweet to get the message as I wasn’t listening to the radio at the time! I don’t usually listen anymore unless I remember to turn on the Tune In Radio app on my tablet.

Tomorrow is supposed to be a get together for my old workplace. I would go but I am broke, having spent the last of my money on my groceries and I don’t get paid again until next week. Would have been good to go out but I hate going into a bar and being around drunk people, especially when the start of hockey season begins tomorrow night. People tend to be loud and obnoxious so I tend to avoid those places. But it was my suggestion. I might make an appearance and just have a coke or something.

Read an interesting article about suicide today that was not by someone suicidal but someone who just talked about it without it being depressing or concerning. It was someone who was sharing their thoughts about it as he knew a few people who committed it. It was on the freshly pressed version of wordpress and I think the blog was called “On Suicide”. Also read a good blog about the silence of gays. I know that I am open but you don’t hear people talk about homosexuality like you used to unless it has to do with gay marriage. I myself have never thought of being in a long term relationship with anyone so it’s a null point with me. Hell it took 10 years just to find a therapist willing to put up with me for 12. That is the longest relationship I have ever had. Strictly professional but therapy is a type of intimate relationship.

It was pretty cold today and I didn’t go out. I wanted to but I just couldn’t bring myself to get dressed. I wanted to go to the bakery to get some scali bread but didn’t. It was cold in my room and I just couldn’t get out of my warm bed to get dressed. Course my back is aching me for lugging my powerade up the stairs. I bought 20 bottles to last me for a month or so. I drink it to take my meds as I can’t take them with water as some of them dissolve quickly with water or just taste gross.

The one thing I have to say is that with TuneIn Radio I hear the same commercials at each commercial break. I wonder if it is the same with real radio?