What My Blog is About

by Midnight Demon, posted in Bipolar Disorder, blogging, depression, mental illness, mood disorders, suicidality, suicide, suicide attempt, writing

What my blog is about

I feel like I should write this because I am tired of having to censor myself while writing my blog that is an important outlet for me. I started this blog because I was in a deep dark whole. It was a way for me to express my dark, suicidal thoughts. If this bothers you, please find another blog to read. I am not going to stop writing my thoughts because you find it offensive. This is what my blog is about, my midnight demons. I will never post the where, why, what, when I will kill myself on this blog. You will never know. But if there is more than three days of me not posting, I guess you can assume the worst, unless I am in the hospital and I am unable to post. I will usually post before going in the hospital as I very rarely get an involuntary admission. And I don’t do stupid things to hurt myself. There may or may not be a goodbye blog. That is something that will happen when I am close to really acting on my thoughts.

So, again, if my suicidality is too much for you to handle, go find something else to read. I don’t need friendship to help me through my thoughts. My writing is my therapy. And if I have to start censoring it because someone is offended, then it hurts me more than it hurts you. That is your problem, not mine.

On another note, if you don’t like what I write in this blog, DON’T READ IT. No one is forcing you to read my blogs so if it offends you or upsets you in anyway, go the fuck away from it. Find another blog to read and criticize.

3 thoughts on “What My Blog is About”

  1. I know, WP changes things up without telling us. It’s like, don’t they know how many of us depend on blogging for our daily survival???!!! Thank you so much for following me. Your blog gives me so much inspiration and strength to keep going.
    Love, Laura

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  3. I am so totally on your page. If you’ve read my blog you’ll know that for me, too, my blogging is therapy. I vomit my thoughts and feelings onto these virtual pages. And like yourself, with me it’s not IF, it’s WHEN. And I trust my inner self to know how much pain is TOO much pain…But my leaving will be painless.

    I am a faithful reader of yours, and I’m sorry to say that it helps me to know that someone else suffers too. There is a kind of sad fellowship among the truly suffering that is, in its own way, comforting.

    Blog on, and don’t let the bastards wear you down.

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