Saturday Blog 43

Today has been a lazy Saturday. I really wanted pizza but it was too cold to walk to the store so I had it delivered. I will be having pizza the next few days.

I haven’t done anything today. I’m still in pain and have been trying to avoid sleeping all day though it has been tempting. I made coffee and was half way done with it when I started getting jittery. I have been meaning to return the cup to the kitchen but I haven’t done so. I also need to empty my recycle bin. Think I will do that tomorrow. I don’t feel like going down two flights of stairs with my ankle hurting.

I tried to revive my Tivo while I was waiting for the pizza delivery but no luck. I think I have to hit the reset button or something as it just is stuck on the power up screen. I hate to do that because it might erase my shows but I need the thing to be working. I really don’t want to buy another DVR. I could get one through my cable company but it’s too expensive for my budget. I don’t watch TV anyways so I am trying to get out of missing the shows.

Baseball season is around the corner and I cannot wait. I miss it so much. Spring training starts in like two and a half weeks. The schedule is already in my calendar so I don’t have to download it again.

I found my psychology book. It’s not the one I wanted but it’s abnormal psych so it should be fine for the research I am doing. I just hope it provides the information that I am looking for. I know I could Google the information but there is so much out there I don’t want to have to sift through it all. I like going old school.

I hate this tired feeling that I have. I know I should rest as I really haven’t been sleeping the last few nights. It’s just so hard to settle down, especially when the coffee you drank hours ago is still making you restless. I just don’t know what to do with myself and this goes on day after day. I wish I had something to do. But I am getting bored these days. There is only so much reading you can do online and through books. I wish I could go for a walk but my ankle is just too bad. Plus it’s like 10 degrees out. Not exactly walking weather.

I can’t understand why I can’t stick with a routine. I know part of the reason is because of my father’s appointments that disrupted my schedule. I hope I can go back to some semblance of a routine now that there are no more appointments. I just have my therapy to occupy me and drive me crazy. I sometimes wonder why I still continue twice a week when it’s obviously not really helping me. Some days it does help. I get to vent and be heard where I wouldn’t be otherwise.

In the writing book that I read, it said to network with other writers, copyeditors, and friends that help you with your writing. I have zero in this field. The only people that support my writing is my therapist and psychiatrist. I am not even Twitter friends with other writers. I may follow writers but it’s not like they know me personally or anything. I am just alone in my craft.

any thoughts?

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