Sunday Blog 27

Sunday Blog 27

I’ve been in pain most of the day. I tried sleeping it off but my mother was baking and needed help with some stuff. Then while I was resting, she screamed my name and that jolted me awake. She was okay, but needed help with dinner. I made dinner, ate and then went back to my room. I got hungry a little while later so I went and ate some more. Now I feel full.

I did my meds for the week. Because I wasn’t feeling good, I decided to hold off on changing the foam topper on my bed. I just don’t have the energy to take the stuff off my bed and then wait for my brother in law to help remove the old and replace the new. I am just too tired. Even now, I feel like I can fall asleep but I can’t because it will mess up my bed time sleep. It took me a while to fall asleep last night. I think I fell asleep sometime after midnight. I did end up taking a strong pain pill because I was hurting so bad. It was almost at suicidal proportions.

I took a nap anyways. I woke up when my mother went to bed. I thought it was late because the past couple of evenings she has been going to bed later than usual. But it was only 1945 so I was safe. I feel better now that I slept. I took my meds and hope I can get back to sleep soon. My allergies are acting up though so I have been sneezing my head off. I’ve been blowing my nose so much that it hurts. Hope I am not getting sick. First time in five years that I managed not to get a cold all winter long.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about
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One Response to Sunday Blog 27

  1. manyofus1980 says:

    yay for no colds in winter! wish I didn’t get any, I was sick a lot this year. xxx

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