awful night of sleep

Awful night of sleep

I tried to go to bed at a decent hour last night but a family member was having trouble and needed to talk to someone. We were talking until the late hours and then I couldn’t sleep because I was worried about them. I spoke to them this morning and they made an appointment to see a doctor today. I am happy about this. Least the doc can try and figure out things and refer if need be to the right resources.

My foot wasn’t bothering me until I decided to go out. Figures. Walgreens had some tissues on sale last week and they said the stock would be in today. I went and there was an empty shelf and no stock anywhere to be seen. I bought some vitamin water as that was on sale. I like the pomergranate stuff. I am really bad on drinking water. Yesterday I realized the only thing I had to drink was the coffee I drank and some sips of my Powerade for my meds. I just don’t get thirsty and forget to drink. Plus if I drink too much, then I leak so it’s a catch 22.

After I left Walgreens, I thought about catching the bus to the Square to buy some burgers. I bought the rolls when I ordered my groceries but haven’t bought the meat yet. I totally forgot yesterday while I was waiting for the bus. I didn’t have the patience to wait because I didn’t have my headphones with me. I just came home.

I am starting to feel discouraged because no therapist has returned my phone call from yesterday. I know it’s still early in the day and they may call this afternoon but I am so tired of waiting. I don’t get why people put themselves out on websites if they aren’t taking new clients. They should at least say so on the site so people know not to call them. I am just in a bad mood today.

I took a senna last night and it was not a good idea. I had loose stool again today. Now I need to be careful when I fart. I feel like an idiot. I am glad I am going because I was backed up for a while so all that stool is now out of my system. Least I hope so. But the cramps are the worse. I won’t be taking the senna tonight.

My room got wicked hot last night. I slept mostly with the covers off me. When I did put the covers on, I sweated. It was either freeze or sweat. There was no in between. I wanted to open the window but it was raining so I didn’t want water to come in. Today is better so I might open it later. It’s a nicer day though it’s cloudy. I like cloudy days. They feel more comfortable to me than sunny days. My sister is going to California for a few days because she needs the sun and warm weather. She and my other sister are going to Italy in June to see my relatives. I won’t be going because I don’t have the money to go. My nephew was thinking of going but it was too expensive for him. I can’t wait for the pics. I hope the weather is good for them during that time.

I started reading Huckleberry Finn last night as I wanted to take a break from Robert Lowell. I read a few chapters. I think I will read more tonight. Now that I have my bed cleared off, I asked my brother in law to help me remove the foam topper for tomorrow’s trash day. I hope he has time to do it. I would like to change my sheets.

I made coffee when I got up but I haven’t had anything to eat yet. My mother is making chicken for supper. I might have the left over Chinese food that I ordered last night. I am getting hungry. I really want a burger. Tomorrow I am going to buy them and make them at home! I am determined to do this. Otherwise, the rolls are going to go bad and I wasted my money.

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