tiring Tuesday

Tiring Tuesday

I woke up in the middle of the night because of pain. I couldn’t go back to sleep right away so I wrote a blog and that seems to have settled me down some. I woke up feeling like shit so I wasn’t going to go out or make bacon like I wanted to. I just had a bowl of cereal and then went back to sleep.

I must have been hungry because I kept dreaming about food. My mother called me twice. The first time I didn’t answer it. I didn’t feel like it. The second time I had to or she would have been worried. She wanted to know what I wanted for dinner. I told her I didn’t care. She asked why I was home and I said because of pain. She ended up making pork chops. They were good.

My therapist responded to the email I sent him. He didn’t give me another appointment this week nor did he say anything about it. He just said to bring in the list of problems/concerns next week. Great. Now I got to write up the list. There are only a few things I want on it. I probably will do it later this week.

I am tired and want to go back to sleep. I had wanted to have a STTNG marathon but doesn’t look like that is going to happen. I might watch an episode or two later, if I don’t go back to sleep.

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G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality

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