painful day and other things

Painful day and other things

I had a hard time sleeping. I think I went to sleep around 3, only to wake up around 7. I was in pain so I took some meds. I went back to sleep and then woke up around 1300 in pain, again. I had wanted to make an egg and bacon burrito but I was hurting too much. I decided to try UberEats to deliver McDonalds. It was good, though for some reason, the driver had my wrong address. I had to text him the correct one. I’m glad I got my Big Mac and McNugget fix. I haven’t had McDonalds in a long time.

I am so glad that I budgeted my money good this month and that I have enough to change my name. I have a little more in my account should it comes out to more than $185. I want to get my haircut but I’m not sure when that will happen. I have a busy week coming up. I might get it done next Thursday if I am not in too much pain. I’m still waiting for a credit from PeaPod on the order I cancelled. I don’t understand why it takes minutes to deduct from your account but days to credit. So stupid.

I’m really tired because I didn’t get any sleep. I also took a big dose of Neurontin that always leaves me hungover the next day. I’ve been having to keep an eye on the Skankees because if they lose, the Sox win the AL East title. But the bastards beat the Jays so we still have one more game to play to win. I really hope we don’t have to play the Skanks to claim the title. There are only 3 games left in the regular season. We still will be in the playoff games.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality
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One Response to painful day and other things

  1. manyofus1980 says:

    I hope your team wins! ❤ xxx still catching up so the next post might tell me whether they did :-d xxx

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