Saturday Blog 20032021
I just shaved my head and it feels really good. I didn’t shower because I didn’t feel like it. I will probably shower tomorrow. I haven’t done anything else today. I wanted a bowl of cereal but there is no milk. My sister is at the grocery store shopping. I am glad because I would leave the house to go pick some up at the store.
My back is bothering me today. My sister had me cut up some boxes and it wore me out. I tried napping but didn’t get anywhere. My neck is also stiff and hurts when I move it. I need to put heat on it. I have been bad about using heat the past few days. Part of the problem is that I brought the neck wrap to my room and I keep forgetting to take it with me when I leave for the kitchen.
I woke up several times last night. I kept on having weird dreams about being back in the lab at work. It is so rare for me to sleep through the night. I am just glad I didn’t have to get up to go pee. I did have a full bladder when I got up around 10. The weird part was that even though I was full, I was not getting the urge to pee. Like I knew I had to pee but even though I was uncomfortable, I didn’t want to move and it was ok for me to stay where I was. So weird. I know I am not going to do good on the urodynamic test. I just hope I can pee when they tell me to or they will have to drain me like they did last time. I really hope the urologist doesn’t say I have to cath again because of the retention. I am so nervous about my upcoming appointment on Wednesday.
I am listening to Pearl Jam. I needed some frustration released. I love listening to only three of their albums, Ten, VS, and Lightening Bolt. Such good songs. I really love listening to them when I am in a bad mood.
I found out the Muppet Show is on Disney+ and now I want to watch it. I haven’t seen the episodes since I was a kid. I don’t know if I will actually watch it. I really have to be bored to watch a program. I don’t like watching shows that much anymore. I rather read a book but I currently am not reading anything. I gave up on the Reagan/Gorbachev book I was reading a while back. It was a bore to read. The writer really was dry.