post 2185

Post 2185

I slept okay. I still woke up in pain so took some meds. It was snowing out so that meant I was staying in. I made some pizza on my new pizza stone. It was okay. The edges were more crisp than the middle part. But it was good. I burned my finger and thumb on the metal handle forgetting that it was hot. I got a good burn. Probably will have to get those burn band-aids for it. I got to get half and half at the store anyway so I will pick some up tomorrow.

I have my final session with my therapist tomorrow. I texted her not to be cute and try for more sessions. It’s not going to happen. She wanted the monthly decision without my input. She will get a termination session from me without her input. That simple. Least on paper. Going to be harder on the phone while talking to her. I just hope I don’t cave in. Or I am screwed.

I’m still having suicidal urges. I really just want to die. I just got to find a way to do it.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about
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2 Responses to post 2185

  1. Mari says:

    Good luck tomorrow. Happy your team won! I was going for them too.

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