Sunday Blog 28

Sunday Blog 28

I didn’t do much today. I wanted to make bacon but I was too lazy to cook it. I had a bowl of cereal instead. I tried to go back to sleep but I just couldn’t. It was a nice day outside. I went to the basement to get some frozen dinners for lunch. I watched a little bit of the ballgame but it wasn’t interesting as the pitcher was lousy for my team. We were losing 3-2 last I checked.

I went to do my meds after lunch and realized I was out of my hormone pill. I quickly called that in as I needed it for tonight. I couldn’t miss a day. My blood pressure pills came in late yesterday so I was set with that. After a couple of hours, my hormone pill was ready to be picked up so I went. I was a sweating mess when I came home. I’m glad I took a shower earlier otherwise, I would have taken one when I got home. My ankle was upset but it wasn’t too bad. I didn’t wear my brace to the store. I got some more Vitamin Water as it was still on sale.

I filled my med box for the week and checked the ballgame. We are tied right now. It’s been a tied-untied game all series. I hope they win today. The Sox have lost the last two games. I have not been happy about this but it’s still early in the season as it just started. A fan from the Mariners is a moron. He/she is already looking forward to the 2018 season. I wanted to say something to them but I didn’t. I just shook my head in disgust.

I am sort of getting nervous about my therapy appointment tomorrow. I plan on catching the 1400 bus and grabbing my espresso. I also plan on writing for about an hour or so before I have to catch the train to Central. I was talking to my cousin about it and he is so dumb when it comes to the T. He thought I could catch two buses to get there. He just is so ignorant about it, it kills me. Then even when I explained to him that I had to catch a bus and train, he still thought I just needed two buses.

OMG…just checked the score and it’s now 7-5 with my boys in the lead!! YES!!! Hope the bullpen doesn’t spoil this lead for us! They didn’t and the Sox won their first road game! I am so happy. Maybe tomorrow we can kick Tiger ass and have a tied series.

My mom made peas and macaroni for supper. It was good. My middle sister was over so we all ate together. My sister was telling me about her son having some difficulties. I feel bad because I hate seeing him hurting and he is too stubborn to seek help. After supper, I felt sleepy and tried to sleep but my damn foot and leg wanted no part of it. I had already taken my regular pain meds and was contemplating taking the strong pain pill. But it seems to have settled down on it’s own once I shifted my leg. My foot still hurts but there is nothing I can really do for it.

It’s cold in the house despite it being like 60 degrees outside. My front porch is warmer than the living room. I don’t understand why the house gets so damn cold in warm weather. I wish it stayed like that during the summer but my mother opens the windows and back door to let the hot air in the house. Long as I have my AC in my window, I am happy.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality
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One Response to Sunday Blog 28

  1. manyofus1980 says:

    it sounds like you had a productive and busy sunday. I’m just so glad the therapist worked out for you. xx

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