Sunday Blog 13 Aug 2017

Sunday Blog 13 August 2017

I had a hard time sleeping last night after I came home from the cruise. Around 0430, I decided to go to bed. I got all nice and comfy and was ready to fall asleep when my bladder said, haha just kidding. Took me another 45 mins to get settled and fall asleep. I got up around 11. Took my antibiotic and pain meds. Then I made a bowl of cereal. It hurts so much to chew. I tried to eat on the side that doesn’t hurt but it’s hard. After I ate, I brushed my teeth and used the rinse the dentist gave me. I don’t like it because it makes my tongue tingle. I hope I am not allergic to it. I never been on this before so I hope it’s nothing to worry about.

I went back to sleep after I tortured my mouth. I woke up about an hour ago. I had some White Castle burgers for dinner. My tooth was really hurting so I took some ibuprofen. My gums are starting to feel better so that is good. I think the antibiotics are kicking in. I have to take them three times a day. I see the dentist tomorrow morning. I have to set my alarm as I have to see him at 8. It’s really hard for me to get up in the morning lately because I go to bed so late.

I’m going to try and stay awake till at least 2100. I am so tired. I had wanted to go to the pharmacy to get my pain meds filled but the pharm is closed now. I wish I had some cookies or chocolate. I know there are chocolate chips in the fridge so I may have that later. I am craving chocolate. My next grocery order I am buying ingredients to make cakes and cookies. I got a good Lemon Sour Cream cookie recipe that seems really easy to make. One of my Facebook friends also sent me a chocolate zucchini recipe that is loaded with chocolate chips and cocoa. I can’t wait to try that out.

I need to fill my med box for the week. My legs are still sore from standing last night. I had tried to use a heating pad on them last night so they wouldn’t be so sore today but it didn’t work. It’s really humid today so I got my AC cranking. I love the cool air. My mother went over her sister’s today and is still not home yet. She probably won’t be home until later tonight.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality
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