Having a hard time with pain and sleep
I slept barely two hours and when I woke up, I was in pain. It was severe enough that I had to take another strong pain pill. Because I went to bed so late, I have decided not to go to the hospital today. I am medicating myself until I sleep for hours on end. I don’t know if I will be successful but I can at least try.
I made breakfast. We are almost out of orange juice so I had apple juice. I was kind of pissed off because I really wanted OJ. My mother bought milk but didn’t buy juice. Figures. I will get some later this afternoon when I go to Walgreens to pick up my wrong prescription. My neurologist called in a refill for the Neurontin but didn’t give me the strength I requested. She just refilled the script that was there. I am so angry because I specifically told her what I wanted in the email. Pisses me off when they can’t fucking read. Now I got a bottle of pills that I need to take multiple quantities of to achieve the dose I need. Just lovely.
I had a sore on my lower lip that was kind of small. Now it seems to have gotten bigger overnight and I just want to slice it open to let the shit out. I’ve been putting Blistex on it but it doesn’t seem to be helping any. It hurts but only if I accidentally hit it while eating. Having breakfast this morning was a challenge. Every bite hurt.
I’m getting sleepy now so I will write more later. I am still waiting for my psych to answer my emails.