using hotspot, again

Using hotspot, again

I didn’t go to sleep till well after 0300. That was when I had a bowl of cereal and the pain had settled down enough for me to sleep. I slept for almost 12 hours, waking up only twice to use the bathroom. I checked my internet service and still had not access. I was hungry so decided to have something to eat before being on hold forever with Verizon.

I called and there is a problem with the central office so my account hasn’t been cleared yet. I should have services tomorrow. Fuckers. I am glad I can use my phone for net on my laptop. I would use my phone but typing up a blog is difficult and my phone likes to change simple words whenever it feels like it. Like I typed is and it changed it to us. So annoying!! I constantly have to double check what I wrote to make sure it is what I wrote.

Foot is still hurting but it’s not as bad as it was last night. My Achilles has calmed down as well. I thought about going to walgreens to return something but think I will give it another day’s rest. I really don’t want it flaring up again as the pain is hard to control.

I had emailed my PCP’s office to see if I could expedite my appointment with the CRPS specialist and I will be seeing one of her colleagues rather than her. Great. Don’t know when that will be. I hope it will be sooner than February 2018! Last night’s pain was terrible. I had to take a boat load of meds just to stay on top of it.

It is much cooler today than it was yesterday. I shut the fan and AC off. It’s comfortable in my room, though my feet are fucking freezing. I need to put on my thermal socks so they can warm up. I hope the temp stays the same over the next few days. I like it this temp, neither too hot or too cold.

Sox won last night in extra innings, again. I was so tired last night that I didn’t really pay attention too much. I tried but it was a lot of bullshit in between the Twitter line about the idiot Sessions’s testimony. It went through most of the night and today. When I woke up, I saw on Facebook there were two shootings, one in Virginia and the other in San Francisco. Just terrible and then you have the fire in London that was devastating. I should go back to sleep so I don’t have to hear it.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality
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One Response to using hotspot, again

  1. beingdid says:

    so much bad news lately its just awful. i had internet trouble lately too. its all fixed now though. xx

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