Sunday Blog 29 October 2017
I woke up sore and in pain. I took some pain meds and an Ativan to go back to sleep. I didn’t want to face the day at all. I was starting to feel the effects around 9 and went back to sleep. I then woke up around 1400. I went downstairs to use the bathroom and then make something to eat. I wasn’t really hungry so just had a bowl of cereal. I figured if I got hungry later, I could have the pasta I made yesterday. There was a lot of leftover.
I woke up again around 1730. I wasn’t hungry and didn’t want to get up at all. I still need to fill my med box for the week. My mother had called but I haven’t called her back to see what she wanted. She never leaves a message other than call me back. Drives me crazy.
My hands are hurting today. They feel arthritic. It’s cold and damp today so that maybe why. My ankle/foot is still hurting. For some reason, I still feel bloated, even though I haven’t eaten anything but the bowl of cereal this afternoon. I felt sick after I took my meds last night. I think I am going to decrease the Zoloft to just 50 mg and see if that helps. I’m seeing my psych tomorrow morning. I am kind of nervous seeing her. I always am when I email her my dark moods.