tired of being exhausted

Tired of being exhausted

For the third day in a row I woke up feeling like a deadweight. I feel so tired. I had coffee and that woke me up a little bit but I wanted to take a nap after I finished it. I didn’t. I made myself a cheeseburger instead. The burger was good. I still feel wicked tired and want to nap but I have been having trouble sleeping so I don’t want to mess up my schedule. I had a total insomnia day where I was up for 23 hours before I fell asleep for two hours and then I didn’t sleep the rest of the day. I woke up a couple of times during the night. I had to pee. Today is also the third day that I have had the runs. I have no idea why I have the runs. I haven’t changed my diet or anything. Just so weird. Maybe that is why I am so tired. I am dehydrated. It is still cool out. The hot summer hasn’t come back yet. I hope it doesn’t.

I still haven’t showered. I just don’t feel like it. I just want to sleep. I wanted to take down my recycles today because tomorrow they go out but I haven’t. Been three weeks that I have kept the bag full of stuff for recycle. I still have boxes that I need to breakdown for recycle, too. I started to do it yesterday but this fatigue I have been feeling has been awful. I do one thing and I get so tired. I know part of it is because of the spinal leak. I have surgery in eight days. I am so nervous. I had the pre screening call yesterday. It went okay. She said she will send me a message of the meds I am not to take the day of surgery and the night before. I haven’t received it yet.

I hyperextended my elbow last night and man does it hurt today. I can’t straighten my arm out without pain. I hate when I do that but it happens while I sleep so there is not much I can do about it. My ankle bone has been acting up the past hour or so. I hate when it flares up because it takes so much to quiet it down. But that is true for most of the CRPS pain. Once it flares it takes so much to quiet down and I hate it because it makes me feel so hopeless. My ankle seems to flare with the ankle bone and it is just torture. I just took my breakthrough med for it. I figure if I try to get ahead of the pain now, I might have a chance of sleeping before midnight.

any thoughts?

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