lots of do nothings today

Lots of do nothings today

I woke up at a decent hour. I thought my mother would leave the house so I could make pancakes undisturbed but she was watching my niece. I was in minimal pain but decided to rest it as I knew when my groceries came later this evening, it would be stressed.

I tried to rest but I kept getting alerts on my phone. It was annoying. I just ended up playing with my phone. I did catch a nap a couple of hours before the groceries came so that was good. I really didn’t do anything except empty my recycles.

I meant to call the dentist today but I never did. No one called me today so I might have to call next week. Tomorrow I see my psych and I know I am going to be tired when I come home. I have to get up early. I think I will catch the 0850 bus so I am not too early.

I wanted to read today but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I brought up my Kindle so I could charge it and maybe read some Dostoevsky. I have 2 books left in the book overall plus three chapters of the epilogue. When I am done, I am not opening this book again for a good few years! It’s a collection of his books in one Kindle book. I thought I would be able to get through it but it’s taken more time than I thought. I was hoping to get through some of it this month but that didn’t happen.

My groceries came and everything I ordered was delivered. I forgot I had ordered cheesecake so that was a surprise to me. I can have that later if my sweet tooth calls. I am really tired and I just want to take my meds and go to sleep.

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality
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2 Responses to lots of do nothings today

  1. Jackie says:

    Yum! Cheesecake is delicious.

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