Blog 2312018

Blog 2312018

I’m not feeling creative in titles today so came up with a generic. I am still very tired as I did not sleep well last night so I slept most of the day today. I only got up to make something to eat and then foolishly made coffee that I thought would keep me awake but didn’t. I just took my night meds and will be going back to bed soon.

I had made a comment on a Boston page on how the governor wants to go after pharmaceutical companies in an effort to stem the opioid crisis. I cannot believe the ignorance surrounding chronic pain patients. Heroin and illicit Fentanyl are the leading causes of overdoses. I told them this and then said do you want more chronic pain suicides in this state? All I got was that doctors prescribe to their friends and family members who then distributes the medication to the streets. I didn’t respond to the stupidity of these statements. One guy then told me how Heroin was produce by Bayer (it was initially) and then morphine replaced it. Seriously? Morphine has been around since the late 1800s and that is NOT a street drug nor are people OD’g on it. Just pissed me off.

My book written by Anne Wheaton came today. It’s called Piggy and Pug. It is a very cute book about rescue animals. I want to send it to my friend in Canada that has three grandsons. I think they will like the book a lot.

I don’t have to buy a new French press. My lid is loose so I just need to hold it down while pouring. So now that Casi Cielo is back in the Starbucks stores, I will buy two bags. I love this coffee.

Last night, I closed my window and I am glad I did because it rained while I was up in the middle of the night and I could hear it off the window. It also helped the paranoia, some. I have been too tired to feel like people are watching me. I just want my pillow and that is all. So on that note, I will write more tomorrow. Ciao.

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G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality

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