Just a blog about SSDD, same shit different day
I had gone to bed before 2200. I woke up around 0130 or so and didn’t go back to sleep until 0400. If my pain was down, I planned on calling my PT’s office to see if I could see her. I don’t know if it’s the cold or what, but my foot bones as well as the malleolus were hurting. I didn’t feel like getting out of bed. I wanted to make a marinara sauce but I think I will make it tomorrow as my mother made chicken cutlets tonight. I basically slept most of the day. I was tired and in pain and didn’t want to do shit.
As I am writing this, I am listening to Luke Combs, one of my new favorite country artists. I can’t believe I missed seeing him when he was in Boston. I didn’t find out until too late that he was here. Not like I had money for tickets or anything but would have been nice to see a concert.
So the Federal Communication Commission has been bought, by who, we don’t know but they repealed net neutrality today. If there isn’t resistance, and there is a lot of talk about it, it will take place in a few months. What this means is that companies can decide for you what websites you see, Google could charge you per search, WordPress might no longer be free or not accessible like it is. Just sucks. I don’t know if my website for my blog will be available, even though I pay for the domain. Or I might pay more for it. Also, internet companies can charge what they want without warning. Just fucking lovely so companies can get more money. The chickenshit Republican party (those elected to Congress) are trying to UNDO everything that All the bones in my foot and ankle have been hurting me all fricken day. Fucking hate CRPShas done while in office. Net Neutrality was one of these things.
While I was up in the middle of the night, I checked on The Ride and how it works. I have to apply and possible be examined by their staff. Screwed that. I don’t have severe pain every day that keeps me from going out and I usually don’t know until the day of that I hurt too much to go out. It would kind of be useless.
My cousin called me as I was going to take a nap around 1300. Fucking idiot saw the pic I posted while I was all hooked up for the sleep study and wanted to tell me his comments about it, like I cared. I still have a rash from the tape on my neck. He has been annoying me lately, so I blocked his number. He said he was going to call me in a few hours to “wake me up so I can sleep at night”. Fuck that. Who the hell are you to determine my sleep hours?? He is such a fucking idiot. And no matter how many times I correct him on calling me G, he still fucking calls me my birth name. That pisses me off more than anything.
I got nine days till my birthday. I am dreading it because I won’t be spending it with people I want to spend it with. My friend who makes dresses and things made an apron and I like it. I had her make one for me and it came today. If I make the marinara tomorrow, I will wear it so I don’t get sauce on me as some times it splatters when I pour the crushed tomatoes in the pan. It was a simple apron, white with a navy blue pocket. I like it a lot. It is my first apron. I am going to try and make the cookies I wanted to make last week this week. It should be fun.