My choices are becoming clearer
I thought my PCP was understanding in how I was using my medication. He was taking notes on how I was using it and I thought he was okay with it. As what I am using right now is not the count that can last me the 28 days, I am frequently running low on meds by the time of my next refill. I sent him an email saying that I would like a count increase and that is when he says he can’t do it. Fucker! I feel so damn upset that yet another doc is refusing to help me with my pain. It is making suicide a lot easier to pull off.
I was really cold, again, today. I took a nap after made some breakfast/lunch. I had made coffee but it didn’t help to warm me or keep me awake. I was again up in the middle of the night and had shit sleep. I woke up feeling really hot and sweaty. I was having a dream about some female actresses that was just weird. I woke up and my foot and ankle were throbbing. I missed my dose because I was sleeping. I took a pill when I got up. Now I am cold again.
I’m going back to bed soon. I am going to find my will tomorrow and make some changes. I am also going to leave a note for my family saying that they should consider suing my PCP’s office for their neglect of my pain. I hate to bring the law into this but malpractice is malpractice. I am not getting the level of care that I need and am just being blown off.