Snowy, Sleepy Sunday

Snowy Sleepy Sunday

Well, we had snow, though it’s been coming in spurts rather than all at once. I don’t know if that is good or bad. I guess the heavy stuff is going to happen later tonight. I plan on packing my bag tonight just in case the weather isn’t bad tomorrow morning and I can go into the hospital. If not, the plan is still to go in on Tuesday, when most of the snow will be cleared. It’s still not clear to me whether snow is in the forecast for tomorrow. According to Weather bug app it is, but the weathermen haven’t said. So weird. Guess I will find out tomorrow.

I haven’t done anything today except sleep. My foot is still bothering me and I just don’t want to do anything. My mother made some kind of bean soup with chickpeas so I didn’t have dinner. I don’t like chickpeas. They make me sick. She never called me down for supper so I guess she decided to mix everything together. She had like four different pots on the stove. I guess I will make some eggs for supper. I am kind of hungry. All I had to eat was my cake.

My friend annoyed me on Facebook. She always wants to chat but she never responds after she sends me a message until later. It’s like what is the point if you aren’t going to chat right away. Just annoys me. Or she will start a conversation and then go to Walmart or CVS so I am left hanging for a half hour or more. Just talk to me when you have time or don’t bother. Or at least tell me you are going out and will be back soon so I am not left hanging.

I’ve been in a low mood for most of the day because of pain. I need to take my night meds soon but I can’t fill out my med box because I will be going to the hospital. Which reminds me, I got to fill out a sheet of how I take my meds. I am not looking forward to it but I think it will be easier and no mess ups if I write it out as clear as day. Least I am hoping that to be the case. We’ll see if it works out the way I want it to.

I think there has been thunder snow happening because there have been some loud booms. I can’t really tell if it’s that or if it’s just the snow crashing off the roof tops. It’s loud and scares me.

My brother in law just called saying he made some dinner. He made chicken thighs and potato salad. I really don’t like chicken thighs. I don’t feel like going downstairs so I am just going to text him thanks but no thanks. I’ll make scrambled eggs for supper. It’s my go to when I don’t know what else to eat.

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About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about
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