Saturday Blog 06112021
Today I am dealing with an influx of junk mail being filtered to my inbox rather than junk mail folder. I must have gotten at least a half dozen notifications today so far that are junk. I don’t know what is the problem. I sent a message to outlook hoping to find a reason. It’s jut ridiculous. The emails are all bogus. But I think I got a handle on it as most of the emails are from the same domain.
I sort of woke up when my med alarm went off at 0830. I made the mistake of falling back to sleep and now I feel like all I want to do is sleep. I only woke up once during the night and that was to go pee. I hope when I go for my test next week that it records the urge sensation when I am cathing. It is so uncomfortable to be going about my business cathing and then get an uncontrollable urge to pee. Sometimes my stream becomes stronger and then urine goes everywhere. It is messy and I hate it.
I had a cup of coffee and I might have a second cup soon as I am so fricken tired. I think I am going to heat up the chicken pot pie that I have for lunch. I haven’t really eaten anything today. My mother made zucchini and had a little of that but it was wicked salty.
Ohio State and Nebraska are playing each other in college football. Every year they play each other and every year I am conflicted who to root for because they are my favorite teams. OSU is beating the Huskers right now. I think OSU is going to beat them, again. Nebraska has been holding up some good defense though. It is a close game right now. And OSU wins 26-17!
My damn shoulder is killing me today. I put heat on my ribs as the muscles are sore. My bicep keeps throbbing along with my wrist/forearm. I can’t wait till I see the doc on Monday and they decide what they are going to do. I hope I can delay PT for a few weeks until I get my back PT in. I don’t think I need the full six weeks as usually one to three dry needle sessions is all I need. I start PT on Tues. It is with the same PT that I had earlier this year. She is good and I like her style.
A Friday before Red (TV)
I didn’t want to get up today but my mother called me to say she had low sugar and could I get her some juice. I rushed downstairs and got the juice for her. She was having lunch and I guess her sugar dropped. Once her sugar stabilized, I took a shower and shaved. I felt better after the shower but I was still tired. It’s kind of cold in my room and all I want to do is go under the covers and sleep.
Next week Red comes out and I cannot fricken wait. I will be listening to all of the 30 songs for the next few weeks. There are I think 10 new songs and extended version of “all too well”. I cannot wait to listen to that recreation.
My shoulder is really hurting today. Showering was difficult. I can’t lift my arm to reach my head to wash my hair and it kind of set off pain waves when I did. Then washing my body was hard. I don’t know how long it takes for this fracture to heal but holy hell, enough already. My bladder is bothering me today, too. I don’t know why. I’ve been emptying it every three hours because I had coffee so it hasn’t gotten full. I had two cups today because I didn’t want to take a nap in the afternoon.
I just had a bowl of cereal for my lunch. I don’t know what I am going to make for dinner. I might make the pot pie I bought. I kind of just want to have a turkey sub but I got no deli meat. I might have quiche that I bought. I don’t know what I will make. I hate being indecisive. Ugh.
Eight days!
Eight days till Taylor Swift comes out with her version of RED. I pre ordered the album CD because I want to hold them and go over everything. I also want to play them on my CD player after I burn it to my phone. I cannot wait for this CD to hear new Taylor songs. I am really excited about this album.
I had a tiring day. I rested more today than I did yesterday. I woke up after 12 and then had my coffee. I also had a cup after dinner because I wanted to be awake for a few hours to write this blog. I have been in pain all day and for some reason my ribs hurt on my left side. I don’t know why they hurt. I caved and took a pain med when I tried to sleep and my arm said no.
I shaved my head today but I didn’t shower like I wanted to. I knew if I tried I was just going to exhaust myself because of the level of tired I am. Normally I would think the shower would wake me up but I tried that last week and I regretted it.
I’m listening to Taylor’s Speak Now album. I love this album too. I sent the blog I wrote last night to my therapist and all I got was a thank you for sharing. Nothing more. I am sure we will probably talk about it when I meet with her next week. I talked about Taylor in this blog too. I almost wrote about the song that is my therapist but I didn’t. Only because I knew she would be reading it.
I got up around 2 last night to pee and found the house freezing. Someone had turned the heat off. I turned it back up again as I didn’t want my mother to freeze. I stayed up for a little bit as I was pissed that my nephew lowered the heat. My foot flared up and it is still flared up from the aggravation. All day my toes have been painful. Dealing with pain every single day is just exhausting. I don’t know when my shoulder is going to get better. I know my CRPS ankle/foot is never going to be better. I find this difficult to cope with at times. Sometimes pain medication works and other times it does nothing because the pain is so severe. I know there will be a day that nothing will work but for now I have relief and I am grateful for that.
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