Memorial Day 2020
I had a good day, though I am now feeling sick again. My sister made BBQ and it was so good. We finished with brownies and ice cream. My head feels like it weighs a ton and hurts so bad like it did last night. I don’t want the surgery but I know that the headaches aren’t going to stop unless I have it. On top of this, I have a UTI that is hurting so bad. I am throwing blood clots and those hurt so bad. I am taking AZO pills (for urinary pain and urgency) but I still hurt, though not as much. I forgot to take the pill this morning so I am hurting from missing a dose. I plan on taking them until I am on antibiotics, which won’t be until later this week. I let the NP know I was having symptoms and will be dropping off a specimen tomorrow. I plan on going after therapy. I just hope the bus comes within the half hour. I need to check the schedule as it has been months since I last took the bus.
I cleared a path for my brother in law to get to the AC as the rest of the week is supposed to be hot. I hate having to lose fresh air but I rather be cold than sweating. Clearing the path cost me so many spoons. I am so exhausted. All I did was move stuff from one part of my room to another part. I was able to free my waste basket. Now I just need to empty it so I can use it properly. It is currently holding stuff that shouldn’t be.
I want to shower but I don’t think it will happen. I am way too tired. I just don’t have the energy to. I will definitely do it tomorrow morning when I have some energy. Morning seem to be the best time to do some things. I don’t know why as I am not a morning person but that is when my energy and pain levels are best.
I have been feeling palpitations while I was clearing a path. I hate that I am still not 100%. And there is no way for me to be 100% as I will be having another surgery that is bound to sap my energy some more. It really is going to set me back. I don’t know what I am going to do about it. I think I am going to get iron pills so I can build up my iron in my blood. The testosterone builds up too but this might help more so. I will get the slow release kind so that it is less constipating. I should get my blood drawn but it won’t be accurate because I am still recovering from surgery.